Nowadays blogs grow fast on Instagram, TikTok etc. I’m pretty sure it is much easier to grow fast a blog on social media platform. However, that’s not my intention. My intention is to be rpresent in my raw realness, authenticity, and simply to be me… I want to be present out there, in a sea of the Internet, without any masks or filters. I want to share my thoughts, emotions and feelings although they might not always be happy. I want to be present on a blog even when I’m blue.
That’s something that seems yet impossible for me to do, well at least yet. Social media looks so artificial to me. Everyone tries to look better, more successful, richer, prettier, happier...
And believe me I’m no different when I’m on Instagram. Normally when I’m not feeling it, I would disappear from social media. I would “break off the contact” with the world. In gestalt therapy contact is the basic concept. It’s how you interact with the world. So, I distance myself, I break off the contact when I’m in my heavy feelings. And my goal is to learn to be present in a relationships even during hard times. The goal is to share those not pleasant emotions and feeling with another person. It’s the only way to develop sincere close relationships. That’s we all need, don’t we?
Now I guess it's time to introduce myself. I'm psychologist, gestalt consultant. I've finished 1st degree of gestalt therapy. And I want to continue my studies at 2nd degree of gestalt therapy. I will at some point. It's just I've just moved in to a new country. First, I want to settle down a bit. Then I'll think about my studies.
I also really like yoga. I've been practicing for the past 4 years I think. I'm no yoga teacher or instructor. I just love how yoga helps me to always come back to myself. By the way, I think that Boho Beautiful are creating the best yoga lessons :) I enjoy using their app. And it's not advertisement.
I'm 32 years young woman. I love travelinng. Moreover, "changing wallpapers"s needed for my mental health from time to time.
I used to live in 4 different countries except my home country. And recently I've moved back to one of those 4 countries. Let's see how it goes living in here.
Wish me luck. And I will keep you updated about my insights.
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